The Viall Files

E1062 - Going Deeper with Chris Appleton

January 14, 2026

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  • Chris Appleton's book, *YOUR ROOTS DON'T DEFINE YOU: Transform Your Life. Create Your Comeback*, was a difficult but healing process stemming from a desire to share raw truths beyond his polished public image. 
  • Abandoning one's true self, often due to childhood bullying or societal pressure (like Appleton feeling he had to hide his sexuality), leads to internal misalignment that negatively impacts all areas of adult life. 
  • Overcoming deep-seated shame and self-abandonment, as exemplified by Appleton's near-fatal crisis and subsequent surrender, is the necessary precursor to achieving authentic self-acceptance and professional breakthroughs. 
  • Chris Appleton emphasizes the importance of self-acceptance and learning to be comfortable alone, noting that past relationship patterns stemmed from an inability to be with himself. 
  • Handling internet criticism requires recognizing that negative opinions often stem from the commenter's own envy or jealousy, and one must return to knowing their true self. 
  • Personal growth involves unlearning childhood patterns in relationships, realizing that love alone is insufficient without compatibility, honesty, and loyalty, leading to a more refined and selective approach to partnerships. 

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Book Title Origin and Redrafting
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  • Key Takeaway: The final book title, YOUR ROOTS DON’T DEFINE YOU, emerged after scrapping an initial version focused only on celebrity work to create a more authentic representation of Chris Appleton’s life.
  • Summary: The initial book concept was deemed not a true representation of where Chris Appleton was in life, leading to a complete rewrite that incorporated dark, previously untold secrets. The title reflects the realization that one’s background often defines people, and sharing personal truths might encourage others to do the same. Recording the audiobook was a brutal process, especially challenging due to his dyslexia.
Childhood Trauma and Self-Acceptance
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  • Key Takeaway: Appleton’s humble upbringing involved severe trauma, including his mother’s parents being murdered and his father being placed in an orphanage, experiences that created inherited patterns affecting his adult life.
  • Summary: He realized how much his parents’ trauma affected him during his life, making the period of writing the book the hardest time of his life. He emphasizes that people often try to erase dark pasts, but learning from those parts is crucial for empowerment. He found that sharing these raw truths led to comforting connections with others who felt similarly.
Dyslexia and Early Career Motivation
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  • Key Takeaway: Being labeled dyslexic and feeling stupid in school motivated Appleton to excel in hair styling as a way to prove his worth and intelligence.
  • Summary: As a child, being unable to read aloud in school led to being placed in a special needs class, making him feel stupid. At age nine, styling his mother’s hair showed him the power of making someone feel glamorous, which became his driving force to prove he was not stupid. This pursuit of excellence led to aggressive bullying in the salon environment because colleagues assumed he was gay due to his profession.
Running from Identity and Moving to America
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  • Key Takeaway: Moving to America was a deliberate act to escape his past identity, including his sexuality and the shame associated with it, resulting in post-traumatic stress when returning to the UK.
  • Summary: Appleton felt immense shame regarding his sexuality, which surfaced around age 26/27 after his relationship with the mother of his children ended. He moved to America to start over and delete his roots, causing full-blown panic attacks upon returning to the UK because he had abandoned that version of himself. Buying a house back in the UK now allows him to redefine his roots and accept all parts of himself.
Coming Out and Suicide Attempt
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  • Key Takeaway: Coming out at age 26, which included a suicide attempt, was the darkest period of his life, driven by the fear of disappointing his children by being a gay father.
  • Summary: He genuinely believed it would be better for his children if their father were dead than if they had a gay dad, feeling immense shame and like he was bringing pain to them. Surviving the attempt led to a moment of surrender and acceptance, marking the beginning of his journey toward self-acceptance. Walking out of the hospital felt like the first day of the rest of his life, bringing immediate lightness.
Parenting Reflections and Setting Boundaries
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  • Key Takeaway: Appleton learned the importance of setting firm boundaries after witnessing his daughter assert her self-respect against toxic family dynamics, realizing this was a positive outcome of his parenting.
  • Summary: He shared a recent experience where he almost reverted to his childhood coping mechanism of running away from conflict during a family gathering. His daughter, Kitty, later expressed pride in setting a boundary with a relative who spoke to her poorly, showing she learned self-respect. This moment validated his efforts as a parent to teach his children how to protect their space.
Career Ascent and Imposter Syndrome
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  • Key Takeaway: Appleton’s move to America and subsequent success with major celebrities like Christina Aguilera was fueled by an intense, sponge-like dedication to mastering every aspect of his craft, despite feeling like an imposter.
  • Summary: He moved to London and then America, driven by the goal of working with Hollywood stars, constantly seeking out courses and observing techniques to become the best. A pivotal moment occurred when he had only 20 minutes to style Christina Aguilera’s hair for a live show after she rejected his wig idea, forcing him to rely on his learned skills. Overcoming the imposter syndrome required going back to comfort his younger, struggling self and realizing his differences would become his superpower.
Self-Acceptance and Relationship Patterns
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  • Key Takeaway: Past relationship decisions stemmed from an inability to be alone and a lack of self-alignment, necessitating a change in pattern.
  • Summary: Chris Appleton realized his poor decisions in relationships were rooted in not being truly aligned with himself and fearing solitude. He spent two years single, valuing his life and protecting his family bubble, learning that love alone is insufficient in an unaligned partnership. He gained the permission to prioritize his circle, a tool he lacked as a child when he focused only on others.
Handling Internet Criticism
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  • Key Takeaway: Deeply personal revelations, like coming out, trigger stronger negative internet reactions than cosmetic critiques, but established self-knowledge prevents long-term damage.
  • Summary: Initial negative comments following his Jay Shetty podcast appearance about his relationship triggered shame, reverting him to past insecurities. He learned that when something goes viral, opinions are mixed, and he must differentiate between criticism of his work (like a hairstyle) and criticism of his personal core. Having done the internal work, he can now recognize when he is triggered and turn down that negative voice.
Managing Envy and Negative Comments
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  • Key Takeaway: Negative online comments often originate from the commenter’s envy or jealousy, which should be recognized and flipped into a positive self-reflection.
  • Summary: Chris often finds humor in extreme negative comments, recognizing that the energy required for such negativity is often rooted in envy. He practices catching himself when he feels the urge to respond negatively to others online. The healthy alternative is to identify what he likes about the person being criticized and transform that feeling into something positive for himself.
Heartbreak and Unlearning Patterns
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  • Key Takeaway: Healing from heartbreak requires confronting the pain directly to understand and break recurring relationship patterns traced back to childhood modeling.
  • Summary: When a marriage fails, the societal projection of failure is difficult, but the relationship failing does not mean the individual is a failure. He deals with pain by going right through it to understand why he entered the relationship and how to stop repeating attraction patterns learned in childhood. He realized he was addicted to giving love to others without knowing how to receive self-love, leading to self-abandonment.
Evolving Relationship Expectations
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  • Key Takeaway: Maturity shifts focus from romantic idealism to aligning with personal needs, significantly narrowing the pool of compatible partners.
  • Summary: Actions now speak louder than words, making him more selective and less ‘dreamy’ about meeting ’the one’ for a happy ever after. He now reflects on his life stage, needs, and alignment when considering a partner, refining his search like upgrading a house purchase. This refinement means fewer people fit the criteria, but the resulting connections are more aligned.
Fixing Others vs. Self-Love
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  • Key Takeaway: The toxic trait of feeling obligated to fix people in relationships stems from early childhood experiences of making a sad parent feel better.
  • Summary: Chris identified his toxic trait as believing he should fix people, stemming from the positive feeling he got making his depressed mother feel better through styling her hair. This dynamic does not work in adult relationships because it is not his job to fix others. He is now ‘allergic’ to that dynamic, recognizing the attraction but avoiding it because he knows the resulting low consistency.
Professionalism Under Pressure
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  • Key Takeaway: Maintaining professionalism and preparation is crucial when working with high-profile clients, even when unexpected errors occur.
  • Summary: Chris uses humor to diffuse high-stakes, stressful situations, such as when he accidentally sprayed black dye from a hair piece onto Katy Perry’s face before the Met Ball. Despite the near-disaster, he remained professional and focused on providing the service, which is why he remains in demand. He still gets nervous before major gigs like styling J-Lo, viewing nervousness as a sign that he still cares about delivering unique, high-quality work.
Client Insights and Book Promotion
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  • Key Takeaway: Clients like Kris Jenner and Chris Jenner offer profound personal guidance, and evolving past old identities is possible at any age.
  • Summary: Chris Jenner wrote the foreword for his book, Your Roots Don’t Define You, which he found incredibly validating for his younger self. He helped Kris Jenner evolve beyond her signature short haircut, proving that transformation is possible at any age, as she embraced new looks publicly. Kim Kardashian has provided caring guidance through hard times, reinforcing the idea that the hair salon chair often becomes a therapist’s chair.